This will be the last time that I post before I go under the knife on Thursday. I got off work early today to try and finish the last of my "to-do" list and have "the talk" with my husband about what to do if the worst happens. I fully expect that it won't, but I have to be prepared. It was an uncomfortable topic, but it's done and now we can move forward.
The last few months have been amazing in every respect. Honestly, facing this has opened my eyes to so many things. It has forced me to do some deep reflection and make some conscious choices that I likely would not have made otherwise.
One of the most meaningful things I did during this time of preparation was write letters to my family and best friend. If something terrible did happen, instructions have been left with a coworker on how to get those letters into the right hands. It may seem silly, but I wanted to do it. Writing those letters reminded me of how blessed I am and how fortunate I am to have the support system that I do. I am saddened by how many people going through this feel isolated. Not being able to share this life changing experience for fear of persecution is disheartening.
For anyone who may be considering this surgery, know this. It really is a very safe procedure and complications rates are very low. I urge everyone that asks questions to do their research. Look at both sides. Don't ignore the stories of complications, and certainly don't ignore the successes either. It's very important to have a plethora of information on both sides of the spectrum. Knowledge is power, and you'll make the best educated decision for yourself and your own circumstances if you collect information by the truckloads.
I've made so many new cyber friends through this process, too. We've all become so close and have really developed a deep bond that I am sure will last a lifetime. I'm excited about where we will all be in a year.
I'll be posting again from the "losers bench" once I am on the road to recovery.
Be blessed!
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